I am going to cry. For real. There has been this one certain doujinshi (Japanese fan-made comic book) based on Final Fantasy VII that I have been after for, ohh.... over six months. It was the first doujinshi I ever wanted and it will be the last I ever get.

Every single time it has shown up, the price has gone up higher then I could afford at the time. Well, I haven't bought any cels recently, so I actually had a little cash - and I was really excited about the latest copy of "Satan Impact" to hit eBay because I was GOING to get it. I was. Except when stupid me forgets it is ending soon and doesn't go safe guard it. ARGGGH!

But so, well... I am pissed with myself beyond words right now and really really upset.